Friday, September 10, 2010

Sello K. Duiker

I have been thinking a lot about Sello K. Duiker of late. What life put him through. I do not really know why, maybe its because I have started the process that is writing - my own novel. I have so much respect for his work and would have loved to meet him so much. I feel so connected to his work - it's depth haunts me so much. Anways this will have to be continued some other time as I have to leave campus now...

Monday, August 30, 2010

Paper presented at the 2010 Applied Centre for Climate and Earth Systems (ACCESS) Symposia and Lauch

A Social Scientist Meets Sciece - by Gcobani Qambela


('Paper' presented at the 2010 Applied Centre for Climate and Earth Systems (ACCESS) Symposia and Launch)

My name is Gcobani Qambela. I'm a graduate student studying towards Joint Honours in Anthropology and Politics and International Studies at Rhodes University, Eastern Cape, South Africa.

Despite coming from a social science background, I was immediately attracted to the ACCESS 'Habitable Planning Workshop' instantly upon seeing the advertisement for the 2010 workshop.

I grew up in a small village in Lady Frere (rural Eastern Cape) under the name of 'Bangindlala' and the house that we stay in is right by the river.

This river was central to the community for it served as the main source of water for all village inhabitants, and indeed it always had water in abundance for us to the extent that the lower part of the river served as a "swimming pool" for us.

Having been away from home for a few years I was disturbed when I went back in late 2006/early ‘07 to find that the water had essentially run out from the river and that the majority of the people in the village were struggling to find alternative sources of water.

This I believe was the starting point in my interest in the creation of sustainable and habitable conditions on planet earth. For the first time, although climate change had been a ‘buzzword’ in South Africa for a while, it no longer became a mere theoretical model that was detached from me and my community - it became a reality that needed to be uprooted, and while I had no scientific background I knew that whatever career I went into - It would have to be an communal/African resource, for I knew somehow I must do something to assist.

I thus chose a wide array of majors (like Law, Politics, and Anthropology) and minors (like Journalism and Media Studies and African languages). These majors have equipped me with vital skills to gaze critically at both what transpires at the macro level and how it is received at the micro/local level.

I especially enjoyed politics and anthropology with their respective focus on the humans (anthropology) and the role of institutions and governments departments (politics) in influencing both social and environmental change.

I was thus honoured when I was accepted to attend the 2010 Habitable Planet Planning Workshop. The workshop exposed me to critical Earth Science tools necessary to maintain conditions on planet earth habitable, not only for our own generation, but also for future generations.

I learnt that whilst Earth Science tools are important, climate change and global warming are too serious issues to be left to scientists alone. There is a need for a multi-disciplinary look at the human-environmental relationships both in the past and in the present to understand their future impact on climate change and global warming.

The workshop further refuted the largely sensationalist reports on climate change and global warming which are often portrayed as irreversible and all “doom and gloom.” As my esteemed colleagues have shown - this is not yet case (or at least not yet) as we are living at a very special time, for the climate in the world at the moment is “not too hot, not too cold.”

This therefore affords Africa, especially strategically placed Southern Africa in a position to carve out new modes of development that are not premised on high carbon emissions. Africa thus has an opportunity to take the lead in issues of climate change and global warming in pushing for novel solutions to these pressing issues that threaten our very existence.

Both the elders therefore and the youth (both within science and in other disciplines) need to take the lead and be the vanguards of social change. We should as echoed in the 2010 Workshop treat climate change and global warming like most people treat health/personal/household insurance. Although both these issues are highly contested and some leading academics and key policy makers have argued that humans should not concern themselves with these issues. Even if nothing happens, we lose nothing by protecting ourselves - just in-case...

However before these issues can be properly addressed, we further learnt on one of the 2010 Workshop fieldtrips to Hamburg that environmental issues also cannot be separated from social issues. Poverty is still a reality that most of South Africa’s communities have to live with. Science is still a subject that is accessible only to a few of South Africa’s population.

One woman that we met for instance, uMama ‘uNozethi brought our attention her previous illegal poaching activities of abalone in Hamburg to provide subsistence for her family (although such poaching has negative effects on the abalone as it takes a very long time grow again). She noted the need for scientists to help them maintain their abundant fauna and flora that Hamburg houses for when they were poaching abalone they were not cognisant of the detrimental effect that this had on the environment.


She concluded that “we want nature - we do not degradation”: and thus scientists are charged to help communities (together with other disciplines) to coach communities to better utilise their natural capital as a sustainable safety net to provide subsistence for both the present communities and the future ones.


The Hamburg trip again showed the flaw in science as a discipline working alone. While science does indeed help to explain things, it never tells people how to live their lives - the ethical issues are largely ignored.


The scientific approach is traditionally top down, and I believe Mam' Mazethi's story clearly shows a bottom up approach is needed to making science more accessible even to no-scientists. Telling people what to do from a top down approach clearly did not work, even though they knew poaching abalone was illegal.
It was only when scientists sat down and worked with them and explained to them the environmental effects of poaching that they stopped and started to find alternative means of income (where social scientists also came in and helped).

Before attending the 2010 workshop I was met with a lot of apprehension. While I was excited about the workshop, I was also worried about my ability to comprehend and engage with science having last done it in high school.

However I was pleasantly surprised at how accessible the workshop was presented. While we still did engage with 'real' science. It was really surreal to experience and witness how the presenters at the workshop utilised the environment as a vehicle to tantalising interest in science. The workshop exposed me to the best kept secret in the world – it showed me that science can indeed be "fun" when presented in a accessible, bottom-up and comprehendible manner.

I believe therefore that key policy makers should especially tap into the energy and tenacity of the youth, especially those who have not yet been fortunate enough to gain exposure to science. Indeed when the honourable deputy-minister retires we are going to need younger people to fill up such positions.

I strongly believe therefore that we need more initiatives like the ACCESS Habitable planet, to educate and train not only university students but also go out into communities to communities to inform them of viable ways of existence that will not jeopardize our environment and also show them that science is not only for ‘nerds’ but that it too can also be hip and fun.

Can we do it? "YES WE CAN" :-)






With the Deputy Minister of Science and Technology in South Africa: Derek Hanekom

Friday, August 27, 2010

The First Time I Flew: The Heavens and Earth's Collided

The past few days have been nothing less than surreal for me I must say.  I feel blessed beyond words, really adjectives fail me, the Lord has been so good to me.

I was recently invited to attend the Africa Centre for Climate and Earth Systems Science (ACCESS) launch in Cape Town. I was asked to present a paper I had writen for Thatshowitis.co.za.

One of the most exciting things about this trip was the fact that I was going to fly down to Cape Town - something I had never experienced before, at least not in this lifetime.

I was excited, I was sad, I was happy and I was terrified - all at once. So Saturday the 21st of August came and I headed for Port Elizabeth. Checked in my luggage, and then headed for the plain.... my heart began to beat faster and faster... not bacause of the horrible stories I had before heard about Kulula.com before, but because I honestly could not believe that this was it - that the moment right there was the moment where I would for the first time in my life after over two decades on the planet finaly FLY!

And fly indeed I did! The 1 hour flight to Cape Town from Port Elizabeth to Cape Town literally felt like five minutes. I never once stoped looking outside the window. I do not even think the people around me understood my euphoria - and I did not care for I was FYLING.

Once again therefore - I am grateful to the Lord for the mercies he shows everyday and making sure that this "Black bird of promise" stays flying...

Keep Flying

Below are some picture I took outside and on the plane!




Friday, August 20, 2010

Articles Published Elsewhere

... so I have been ignoring my own blog and writing elswhere of late.

I'm really enjoying my life as a writer so far, especially when people start engaging with my work critically.

I have this feeling inside, the more I talk with other young people about pressing issues in Africa that we are indeed 'The Choosen Ones'. That we are going to just fix things in the world and change it for the better.

I talked to a friend who had read one of my articles and I was so suprised how many people read and most importantly THINK about things.

Life as a writer can be hard at times, you never know who has seen your work, what they thought etc unless they comment (of which very few people do).

Anyways I just wanted to share this 'feeling' with you guys (I know someone, somewhere is reading this) that the future is indeed bright for Africa's children... I do not have proof because WE ARE. Look at us to see. 

Anyways... I just wanted to post up some links to articles that I have written elswhere - enjoy: 

Moving beyond “A Man Who Is Not a Man”: The tough questions for an old Xhosa custom: http://www.thatshowitis.co.za/blog/entry/moving_beyond_a_man_who_is_not_a_man_the_tough_questions_for_an_old_xhosa_c/

“We have to do for science what Mandela did for Rugby”: a call for the democratisation of science in Africa: http://www.thatshowitis.co.za/blog/entry/We_have_to_do_for_science_what_Mandela_did_for_Rugby/

Delayed Activism: How African intellectual’s failed the economically marginal with the 2010 World Cup: http://www.thatshowitis.co.za/blog/entry/delayed_activism_how_african_intellectuals_failed_the_economically_marginal/

Have a HAPPY weekend!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

"While I'm Waiting" by John Waller

I'm waiting

I'm waiting on You, Lord

And I am hopeful

I'm waiting on You, Lord

Though it is painful

But patiently, I will wait



I will move ahead, bold and confident

Taking every step in obedience

While I'm waiting

I will serve You

While I'm waiting

I will worship

While I'm waiting

I will not faint

I'll be running the race

Even while I wait



I'm waiting

I'm waiting on You, Lord

And I am peaceful

I'm waiting on You, Lord

Though it's not easy

But faithfully, I will wait

Yes, I will wait


I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting

I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting

I will serve you while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting on You, Lord

MY ADDITIONS:
I just wanted to share these beautiful lyrics by John Waller.
This year has proven to be a surreal experience for me.
There have been many monents where I felt so overwhelmingly blessed, and there have been times where I felt like I just wanted to die. Times where I felt I just wanted to throw in the towel. Times when I felt like such a failure - stupid... this song kept me through.

Reminds me that I am not the only child that God has. He also has to account to other billions of children from all over the world. So everythime I get dissapointing news, patiently I still praise and sing "while I'm waiting I will serve you" because I know that even I too, will have my turn to recieve his favour.

So, indeed "I'm peaceful... I'm wating on you Lord... though it's not easy... I will wait..."


Friday, August 6, 2010

I AM... YOU: A POEM

I AM… YOU



I am… the one you confidently wrote down as insignificant

I am… the one you called derogatory terms without reading my core

I am… the one you judged for wearing torn down clothes oblivious to the poverty I endure

I am… the one you smiled at – but couldn’t wait to babble about

I am the one… I am the one… indeed I am



I am still the one you said would never make it beyond my father’s gold digging efforts in the Johannesburg mines

I am still the one you ridiculed for praising ‘non-existent Gods’

I am still the one you refused to sit next for I smelled ‘poor’

I am still the one, I am still the one, I am still the one…



I am… the Gold you failed to discover

I am… the stain you will never wash off

I am… the vision you will never see

I am… the song you will never sing

I am… the lyrics you will never utter

Because I am still the one, I am still the one, I am still the one…



I am… You.



© Gcobani Qambela (July 2010)



*Thank you Luvo... you are precious*


Friday, July 23, 2010

Ukufa Lixelegu

... May your soul rest in Peace Clive. I'm sorry I never made time to see you. Maybe in that second, minute, hour I would have spent with you I would have saved your life; but I will now never know.




No one deserved to die the way that you did. Thank you for everything that you did to get me to start living.



I guess you knew that your time on this planet was about to be eclipsed and yet I never listened to your soul crying out for help, for mercy, for one more hour.



The world has lost an angel - I never met!

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Returning to the Core: Chronicles 22: 11-17

David continued, "Now, my son, may the Lord your God be with you, and may he keep his promise to make you successful in building a temple for him. And may the Lord your God give you insight and wisdom so that you may govern Israel according to his Law.

If you obey all the laws which the Lord gave to Moses for Israel, you will be successful. Be determined and confident, and don't let anything make you afraid... Now begin the work, and may the Lord be with you.


My Addition/Reflection:


Growing up; my mother always told me that "when you're lost, just take the bible and open a random page and read - therein; lies wisdom to help you in your situation."


This has never failed me; last Sunday I came accross this verse and I thought. Wow, just what I needed. Reminded me that the Lord always has my back - to not be afraid to fail, to serve and to be great for he is always with me...


Once again - I am ready and super inspired to live out my truth, my life - with my spirit renewed!



Lets not be afraid to be great; lets not be shy of our light !

Thank you Lord; and yes Blogger's - I'm back!

 
 

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Eclipsed Dreams - A Poem

Eclipsed Dreams: A Poem


Thunder, lighting, power and light

Heartbreak, broken, devastated and hurt

Eclipsed dreams, shallow ambitions and sad songs



Perhaps it was the truth, and I needed to live it

I dreamt past morning

Missing morning, in a turn of sleep



He had always been

And I knew it

I never lived it...


By: Gcobani Qambela

(To be continued) ;-)

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Should I have given it to him? Even though he did not ask?

I recently passed a mobility impaired man outside Debonairs in Grahamstown. I felt really sorry for him, sitting there outside in the wheelchair in such cold weather. Walking a few metres in front of me was a white middle aged man. The mobility impaired young man slid his wheelchair towards the white man to ask for money – which he did not get.

I immediately started to draw a few coins from my pocket – getting ready to give him the coins as I anticipated he would also ask me for it. But he didn’t ask for it – and I did not give the coins to him.

I did not give this to him because I did not understand what he was trying to say, by asking for money from a white man and then turning his head against me (black) when I was so willing to give the money to him.

Did he do this because black students at Rhodes generally do not give money? Did he do this because he thought I did not have the money?

And most importantly did I not give the money to him, because I wanted to be asked? Or did I not give because I was insulted that he would ask a white man and not ask me?

These are some of the questions I will take to sleep with me blogger peeps – why do I give? Do I do it for self-gratification?... I ponder... always

One thing is for certain: he did not get my money... is that right? Is it wrong... You tell me!


Are South Africans not perhaps expecting too much from the FIFA world cup?

During my time in PE this past weekend I had the chance to converse with some of the interns/volunteers at FIFA about the World Cup and some of their post-world cup plans. While most of them seemed to be excited about the chance to give something back to South Africa by working for FIFA.



I was a little bit concerned about the number of youth who expected full time employment from FIFA AFTER the world cup. I suppose that is one of the sad things about global events - people are never really fully alert to the fact that it comes and it goes - to the next country.



Dr Jordaan was saying that he understands that come the 11th of July 2010 his work at FIFA will come to an end. I'm however concerned after conversing with the above mentioned youth - who seem to oblivious to the nature of FIFA as an organisation - a global one.



I think South African's, in particular the youth should be concerned not with what FIFA will do for them, because FIFA come 11 July, will leave South Africa - and its main concern will not be the welfare of South Africans, but rather where the next venue for the global soccer event will be.



Rather lets, as the youth, focus on the (economic) incentives that we can derive from the world cup - and lets use that to better our condition. Lets do that. Lets not expect FIFA to fix our problems in South Africa - that is not their job - lets rather USE FIFA to find solutions to some of the pressing issues affecting us. Lets do this! Lets do it guys!



Feel It. It is here.

Yive, seyilapha #lolgasm

Monday, May 31, 2010

PORN maybe?

Recently came accross this picture, of Actor and Dancing on Ice contestant Danny Young on the internet for a recent photoshoot that he had for cosmopolitan about some feature that they are running on men in the morning or something.

I'm honestly not sure how I feel about it, if it ain't porn then I do not know what it is. And no I'm not anti porn, but just that I think Cosmo should... ey ay I dont know.

See for yourself:


Saturday, May 29, 2010

You had better feel it - because it here!

I had the most beautiful day today. Words are just beyond me. I’m inspired beyond words right now. In awe of all the great things that the Mighty God does for us. I spent the day with the wonderful people at FIFA today in PE as part of my internship with them.

The walkabout the stadium just sealed it for me. I think it’s only now that it has finally hit me that the world cup is actually here and that we ARE INDEED READY TO PROVE THE WORLD WRONG.

I’m in inspired words right now, can’t fully reflect on the day  will write soon.

Two weeks to go – and then we rock!

Feel it – it is here !!!



Lets praise God guys; life is good - despite it all!

Friday, May 28, 2010

How Rhodes University students play with people's lives – a call for an end to community engagement?

For the past two years I have had the pleasure of taking the annual “Township walks” with Rhodes Lecturer, Joy Owen as part of her Anthropology 2 “Power and Wealth” course. Every year the walks are always emotionally and physically taxing and further exacerbated by feelings of powerlessness at the poverty and spirit of most of the people in the township. More disturbing is the fact that most townships always have some form of apprehension towards Rhodes University students.


Oh Yes – They have seen Rhodes University students, they have seen them all too well, because Rhodes, oh Dear Rhodes - is a university that prides itself on being engaged with the community in the townships. The students pride themselves in forming societies and even having “Community Engagement Representatives” all in the name of helping the people in the location – and they in turn earn the right to call themselves “Activists” (*I start puking*).

However very few students stay at Rhodes University for over four years – and while some societies are able to maintain effective “community engagement activities” more often than not these societies and activities disintegrate when the students disperse and then what happens? mnnnn.

I recently attended an interview with the Rhodes University’s Business Society (RBS) – A society aiming to equip students with critical business skills. During the interview I got into a debate with one of the committee members (*not a good thing*) as he was asking why I was saying there can ever be enough “community engagement.”

I think while most students have good intentions in starting up all these great initiatives – the question of community engagement should really be given more thought, because I believe NOT that students should NOT engage with the community – BUT RATHER THAT STUDENTS SHOULD NOT BE DOING WHAT IS LARGLY THE UNIVERSITY’S JOB.

This allows them to be able to get away with murder really – literally. Rhodes should have a proper community engagement policy that the students can feed into – which would be more permanent than student societies and furthermore – the people in the township would have proper structures that they can hold accountable for broken promises or incomplete projects.

If the University does not do this – then the students will continue to play with the lives of the people in the township. I leave you all with a beautiful post by Kojo Baffoe - he said: “I live in Africa. It isn't a cause, it is our lives.” And both Rhodes and its students should keep this in mind – people’s lives can NEVER be used as a cause – they live!


Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Trust - Like A Stream Of Water?

A lesson learnt? What a hard one...

I am so disappointed right now... I just spent the past six hours doing work that is not even mine – all in the work of covering people misdoings. I have always know this thing called “growing up” would be hard... but I never thought it would THIS hard.

The past few months have shown me a lot about people, especially black people at that - and their true nature.

A few months ago; being the kind person that I am (and yes I’m feeling sorry for myself right now) I vouched for someone – even though I was told the person would be incompetent – I held my head high and fought for the person to get the post.

Three months down the line – what do I hear? The person in incompetent – instead of proving THEMSELVES worthy of the post – they chose to prove THEM right - that SHE indeed should have never been hired for she is – INCOMPETENT.

I once heard an adage that life was like a stream of water – once it has passed – it never returns in the same form.

Trust and belief in people are like that too – when people take them for granted. They NEVER return in the same form again – I wish people would get that!


Monday, May 24, 2010

The Sneaky God We Serve

A few days ago I had the most surreal experience. It is hard to explain in words without deflating the profound nature of the event. God gave me a song – in a dream – and I woke up – and sang it.

What is profound about this? I haven’t written music since my St Mary Boys Choir days in Port Elizabeth – and that was in the early 2000’s. So why is God giving me this song now?

I woke up, sang the song and recorded it. What a beautiful song! I named it “with this tear.” Not tears of sadness, not tears of happiness – tears of contentness – keeping on with the keeping on.

I know think God gave me the song to remind me that no matter how busy life gets – I must NEVER forget to do the things that make me happy. Right now I have been focusing on one part of my love – writing; ignoring the other love of my life – music (singing; writing it; dancing to it etc).

Thank you Lord. Thank you for the epiphany! Thank you for your wonders – thank you for the love!


I choose this picture because it shows clearly what God can do - Look at the wonder. Look at the beauty! #what a mighty God!

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

The Sadly Ignored Political Dimension of Rape

By: Gcobani Qambela (as appered in the Oppidan Press)

Rape is no doubt a serious issue not only in South Africa, but society in general. Rape in South Africa however, is a largely political issue. It is inextricably linked with (the black) race and poverty. The fact that this is not taken into account rattles the hell out of me. We recently had the “Silent protest” at Rhodes University on the 23rd of April to “protest the sexual violence in our communities and a social environment which makes it difficult to speak out” as one participant stated.


Effectiveness of student protest, especially those done with within the confines of University campuses cannot continue to go unquestioned. It is important that we start questioning the success of the protests in properly addressing the issues that they proclaim to address. We further need to carefully examine who excluded and included in these protests.

I have great respect for the “Silent Protest” initiative; I think it is a wonderful initiative that aims educate society about a serious and rampant societal problem. However I still have a number of problems with the initiative. The first being the fact that it ignores the political nature of rape in South Africa. While not denying the fact that rape affects all races - in South Africa black women, living in extremely impoverished conditions are the most affected by this, and yet the initiative takes place within areas (Rhodes and main town) where rape is not so rampant and residents of which are generally aware of how to exercise and enforce their rights.

Secondly, the space in which the protest takes place also needs to be scrutinised. I fail to see how a protest taking place within the confines of Rhodes University contributes helping a woman in a township who cannot “speak” because she has been subjected to sexual violence. The initiative places high emphasis on not speaking for the women that are silenced and yet ironically seems to do exactly this by not involving them and giving them the change to speak for themselves.

Lastly although I think the “Silent protest” has been very effective in raising awareness about rape within Rhodes University. I would contend the glass is still half full if the protest is still exclusive to Rhodes and does not reach the places where rape is most rampant – i.e. the places where the economically-marginal and oppressed live.

Please see the original paper at: http://www.theoppidanpress.com/



Published Papers (elsewhere)

Recently wrote two papers for the Bokamoso Leadership Forum.

Please vist their website at: http://www.bokamosoafrica.blogspot.com/

The papers raise very important issues currently affecting Africa. Please read AND comment and lets dialogue!

The first one relates to ambivalent hegemonic masculinities and the second one relates to homophobia and homosexality in Africa.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

mnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

Mnnnnnn...
I am still trying to think of a perfectly good reason for why I created this blog.
Its not like I do not have anything better to do with my time.
I have mountains of (academic) work to complete.
But then again...
I am not exactly a social activist - whatever that is.
But I am vain - the thought of being "on" the internet kind of excites me.
I'm not quite sure what I will be blogging about - or why I am even writing this post.
But I know that whenever I write - I always like what I write.
So - welcome to my world.
This is my space - so you don't have to stay if you don't want to.
Quite frankly - spend as little time as possible here.
For this is my territory.Poetry will be recited
Opinions written.
Songs will be sung.
Love will be made.
and YOU will like what I write.